So as I continue my excruciating, self-inflicted journey of finding Mrs. Right, I quickly come to a large amount of realizations.

First of all, this whole online dating/match maker KRAP, has gotten a bit out of hand, here's what I mean, besides the fact that, that is where I met the "ex-finance" (should of been nuff said right there), it is literally impossible to truly get a feel for the type of person you are dealing with "virtually"

I can't tell you how many countless times I send a link to my MySpace page never to hear from that person again, assuming that they thought I wasn't the hunk they had expected or...they saw pictures of Kayla and figured I was looking for the whole package deal, make-shift Mom, and Mate, etc...yeeeeah, not so much.

So to avoid any mass confusion I hold off on the single parent news, until once the ice has at least a crack in it. It's not lying, it's carefully chosing the correct information to give initially.

My Sister and I continually ponder the fact that as we all get older, once we finally do meet someone things move at a SNAILS PACE, yeeeah, that seems to work REAL WELL with my lovely CHRONIC case of A.D.D.

It's true when you were in your early 20's meeting people was easier, I think, and we really didn't care how long something did or didn't last, these days the person we meet, and connect with, could in fact be someone we spend a substantial amount of our life with in the future, unless of course you live out here in CA, then you're destined to be divorced mid-way through, is that what gives up the GULP in the back of our throat, or is that GULP from the shock that we actually met someone with more than half of brain, and hey what do you know, some chemistry?

I try to balance to the difficult task of "Feeding the CRAZEE" (more on that subject later) and meeting new people, I've never been much of a multi-tasker anyhow, so this really seems to throw me for a loop.

Each and every day I ty to come up with some intuitive way to win the love of my life over, yet, every time it's a DISASTER, and when I'm not busy doing that I'm searching for a backup plan, which thus far has back-fired every time (more on that subject later as well) Is what I'm doing realistic? I sure think so....of course I do :OP

Better run, I could type more but that would limit my time to "feED the CRAZEE" Take good care, and stay tuned! More from the Circus to come...



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